I know I posted recently about how I felt myself slipping. How my focus was drifting. How I didn't feel like I could do this anymore. Well I realized I need to SHUT THE HELL UP! What the Hell is all that whining about?? I'm not a quitter! How could I have even entertained the idea of just throwing away everything I've worked so hard for?!?!?! NOT. ( Read more... )

i haven't posted in a while and i probably shouldn't have chosen now to do it because i have a headache but oh well ( Read more... )

i should be working out right now but i need to let my coffee settle and i've been needing to post an update for quite some time so here goes.

otty's r&r was fantastic. it was only 15 days so it's hard to know if that is going to be how we will interact with one another in the future. i hope so. i feel like i've grown so much over the last year that ( Read more... )

i do not like matt damon. i have never liked matt damon. i'm sitting here watching the bourne identity and i have the next bourne movie sitting on my counter. i have these movies because i was at my friend wendy's house one day and i logged onto my netflix account from her sister's computer. sometime that day we got on the topic of matt damon and ( Read more... )

let's see. what's new with me ( Read more... )

i'm kind of blah and bored today. i don't know what my problem is. i woke up in a weird mood with a headache and no motivation. i did a 50 minute dance dvd this morning and found out my equilibrium is WAY off today. it also made me super tired although that dvd doesn't really make me feel bad on normal days. but i feel like my legs are killing me. ( Read more... )

i've totally been a bad lj friend lately. i haven't really been on this thing at all. so...i definitely need to catch up with everyone ( Read more... )

i talked to my enrollment counselor today. she thinks the problem might be that we were trying to use the paperwork (fafsa and school forms) that i filled out in january for my new program. i am going to try to fill out a new fafsa using my 2008 tax return for the 2009 school year and see if that makes a difference. i hope it does. i really can't ( Read more... )

i'm worried about my resolve and determination today. i'm scared that it's waning. i need to definitely get my head back in order ( Read more... )

i kind of feel like i'm being tested. monday i was able to go for a run and i felt great all day. yesterday was my easy walk and my shins started hurting again. today i tried to run but got about 10 seconds in and felt that all too familiar stabbing pain. i want to say that i'm frustrated but i'm really not. i kind of feel peaceful about it. i ( Read more... )